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MOvin again [17 Jul 2005|09:29pm]
[ mood | chipper ]

wanna check what im up to go to www.myspace.com/burywhatyouhave

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please step aside and fallow the hallow... [13 Mar 2005|11:26am]
[ mood | awake ]

well im just updating nothing much going on at all just ready to head out ill update more later

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94 hours of regret for me to realize what I held [02 Mar 2005|09:17pm]
[ mood | depressed ]

ever get that heart torn feeling, the feeling of empty... it sux huh? whats real, whats worth it...

I held its innocence within my heart, now I won't let go, now i won't
let go, now I won't let go
The torment of your eyes has awakened my soul
The pain of a moment's time
will forever beg your forgiveness

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[ mood | cheerful ]

well i got nothing really to say but this mybe a turn around in a weird way?

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[27 Feb 2005|11:27am]
[ mood | bored ]

piercings = none
tattoos = none

height= 5'9
shoe size = 10
hair color = blonde brown?
siblings = 1 sister

movie you rented = i dont rent movies chris does and i cant remember
movie you bought = dont buy em
song you listened to = cowboys from hell - pantera cause its playing know
song that was stuck in your head = hot water music - alright for now
cd you bought= 36 Crazyfists - Bitterness the star
cd you listened to: stung out - exile in oblivion
person you've called = last crystal or joe?
TV show you've watched = dont memeber sumthing on people being to skinny i know its weird
person you were thinking of = same person as always...

you have a crush on some? yea i guess its more then that
you wish you could live somewhere else = y not (i wanna see more then im use to)
you think about suicide = everyone flirts with the idea
others find you attractive = yea
you want more piercings = dont got any but gauges would be cool but i wont do it
you like cleaning = not realy unless its like cleaning my basses
you like roller coasters = yea anything fast
you write in cursive or print = print

long distance relationships = i dont no but if theres a will theres a way
suicide = i dont belive its the answer
killing people = against (put it depends on who)
teenage smoking = stupid but all my friends smoke so whatever
gay/lesbian relation = im am very pro choice so im for it
soap operas = agianst

ever cried over a girl = yea
ever cried over a boy = nope
ever lied to someone?= yea
ever been arrested = ...no....

of times I have been in love? = 1 more like lust
of times I have had my heart broken? = alot
of hearts I have broken? = 1 i know of
of girls I have kissed? = 5
of boys I have kissed? = none
of girls I've slept with? = none.....
of boys I've slept with? = none
of girls you've obsessed over who wouldn't date you = more of those i wish i could nothing obbsesive
of boys you've obsessed over who wouldn't date you = no
of times your name has appeared in the newspaper = not to many only with stupid shit
of scars on your body = got amount o got one on my arm which is cool i think
of things in your past that you regret = alot
of guys that have seen you naked = none
of girls that have seen you naked = umm like 3?

pretty - thats more of a girl word
funny – yea, more sick
hot - through eyes of who
friendly – yea
amusing - ive been told
ugly - no
loveable - depends if u wanna dig that deep with me
caring – yea
sweet – ive been told
dorky - not dorky but stupid

5 letter word: seven
actor/actress: none really probaly dexter holland in idle hands lol
Candy: dark chochalte
Cartoon: family guy and aqua teen
Cereal: capn chrunch
Chewing gum: any not jolt
Color(s): blue i really like blue but green and sliver is up there
Color nail polish: chichk thimg
Day of week: saturday
Least fave day of week: monday
Flower: lily of the valley (mike gets this)
Jello flavor: lime
Jewelry: my watch
Summer/Winter: dont no
Trampolines or swimming pools: pools

shampoo do you use = wats in the shower
shoes do you wear = this pair dc's? but i miss my addiads
Apples or bananas?: bananas
Blue or red?: blue
Walmart or Target: target
Spring or Fall?: spring (falls do much like death its weird)
What are you going to do after you finish this?: show my dad my bass and head to johnston
What was the last meal you ate?: at chris's proably chips
Are you bored?: yea
Last noise you heard?: music
Last smell you sniffed?: myself i need to shower

|| Person who last... ||
Slept in your bed: cant member her name
Saw you cry: brian
Made you cry: ... cant say its over
You went to the movies with: brian joe and jen in april wow
Yelled at you: my mom
Sent you an email: penis enlargment crap

|| Have you ever... ||
Said "I love you" and meant it?: i dont no
Gone out in public in your pajamas: nope
Kept a secret from everyone: yea
Cried during a movie: no
Planned your week based on the TV Guide: hmm should try that tho
Been on stage: yea
Been to New York: yea it was ok
Been to California: no but i wanna go cause jeff talks how cool it is
Hawaii: no
China: no
Canada: yea it sux
Europe: no
Asia: no
South America: no
Australia: no
Wished you were the opposite sex: yea so i could u no
What time is it now?: 11:50am

|| Friendship/Love ||
Do you believe in love at first sight?: yea
Do you want children one day, if so, how many ?: im not having em but the girl im with will i want 3 that seems cool
Boys name(s): joe, brock
Girls name(s): dunno susan
Most important thing to you in a friendship is: Unity

|| Other Info ||
Criminal record?: tresspassing
Do you speak any other languages?: english
Last book you read: metaliica book it was ok
Name some of your favorite things in your bedroom?: bed, basses, stero, tv, keyboard, guitars, amps. cds
Worst feeling in the world: hung over
Who you love: no one, im confused
Who you miss: her...

|| You ||
Nickname(s): joe
How old do you look?: my age little younger
How old do you act?: imaeture so like 12
Glasses/Contacts?: contacts
Braces: had em
Do you have any pets?: yup, 3 dogs, 5 cats
You get embarrassed: yea
What makes you happy?: who makes me happy
What upsets you?: her

im done

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the new what next... [27 Feb 2005|11:08am]
[ mood | awake ]

well this vacation was pretty good im not grounded anymore and im pretty happy bout that i got my new fender jazz bass which is sweet. also got to try shrooms it was weird i had a coll wierd trip same with chris and brian jeff on the other hand had a bad one he said he was in the middle of a cannible corpse album cover and there covers are mest up. but it was fun. today i got work at 4-8 i also quit my other job which im happy bout. but im done in here i might put i quiz my next entry???

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A shot to the head your better off dead... [21 Feb 2005|09:08am]
well this week was cool my car battery died today but i get the car tomorrow so its not that bad im so close to owning my new bass 95 bucks left so ill get it thursday. i saw goldfinger they were awesome u gotta love em and i got a cool goldfinger shirt when i was stoned for 10 bucks its so cool. but thats ill i got ill update more an other time (I WANNA SKI BEFORE WINTERS OVER)
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Crazy [13 Feb 2005|09:21pm]
[ mood | high ]

This weekend was nuts and great sorry chris you werent there well thats all i got to say

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emo [11 Feb 2005|07:53am]
[ mood | amused ]

well im at nick santoros fuck school lol its friday and i didnt feel like going so me and brian are here all day lol with nick anyway so lots of music xbox movies drugs women sex booze and more rock 'n roll lol so that wat im doing later

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we are the dying we are the lonely ones [08 Feb 2005|06:40pm]
[ mood | bored ]

well blunt and breakfast was success thanks to the guys it was great and thanks to dan for coming to jhs and smoking. school was boring today as it usally is. i just got done with my chemistry abstarct i hate them alot. also still need to pay my bass off... i will do it soon o yea i quit north bay manor i have my 2 weeks into day and that means im gonna work with mike place more im happy bout that. but thats all i got

"you take the way you know
i'll take the road unknown
and meet you there
at the end of time"

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Hey its your funeral mama [05 Feb 2005|11:08am]
[ mood | cheerful ]

well i cant wait for my new fender im so excited only 473 dollars and i can pay it off but i got a month to do it and i hope i get in 2 weeks but well see... shits been cool latley still trying to find some head room... i swaer im cursed lol but thats just me as when me and brian talk and when we come to a conclusion its always shit will fall into place... so well see but thats my update

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Always Coming Back Home To You [02 Feb 2005|10:07pm]
[ mood | excited ]

well i worked today and i got paid only 70 bbucks cause i missed a day do to the blizzard... but tomorrow i put money on my brand new bass im so excited i cant wait to see it and play it and then wait to pay it off........ its wroth the wait right lol no work tomorrow just bass and jazz band and hanging with the buds in the mean time....

"I was next in line which meant I was invisible"

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Im drinking this one to my friends they'll be to the end...........the bitter end [01 Feb 2005|09:50pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]

Hmmm....... i got stuff from ric my mom did it for me cause im lazy and she wants me to actually wants me to live my life.... so i gotta send it in by the 15 of feb.... i found a new bass and im gonna get it thursday im putting 250 bucks on it and with my tax money im buying the rest of it.... well thats all i got later

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Here is your wake and smile, that you seem to need, [27 Jan 2005|10:28pm]
[ mood | annoyed ]

FUck it i NEED a metal hardcore band with lots or fast music with agression... but ill never get into one or start one... im just my heads exploding and i dont no wat to write and tomorrow i will sooth the pain... why me why my nightmare... i dont pity my life or me just wat it throws at me....

"And I swallow these capsules, to regain my grip
And I swallowed myself sick,
And I inherited my health"

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I'm still looking for these angels in the snow [26 Jan 2005|09:23pm]
[ mood | blank ]

snow, snow, snow and more of it today we got an early dissmissle so it was cool me brian and chris went sledding it was fun, we also went to breakfast which was cool, tomorrow i hope we dont have school but im betting we will only due to the fact they propbaly will get the roads clear.... but no work tomorrow at least i think im gonna quit north bay manor soon i happy bout that cause i can get more hours at haven so im gonna... i got payed 165 today in my check not bad for 3 days a week lol so its gonna go into buying a bass. but in other news friday will be a fun day of hanging out with the brews at the du's a little treat lol.. also me and brian start recording log of doom the sessions start soon like next week. but i need to get extra mics and stands. well thats it o wait since the snow all have been listening to is 36crazyfists there so good everyone should check em out there a winter band (there from alaska)

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This ship is taking on water and were about to fucking sink... [19 Jan 2005|08:19pm]
[ mood | busy ]

ok heres whats going on i finished my math exam crap like i talked about in my last entry... i got 30 questions so much of each now i need to make points for each question then type print and write the answeres shouldnt take that long... i hope and then work tonite wasnt that bad at all we got done early!! and well im working 6:30 to 2:30 saturday and sunday... it sux but good money and thats about it my only day off is tomorrow aint so bad i am calling out monday though so i dont have to work a full week god i need a break but i got to finish the math exam.... so later

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And I swallow these capsules, to regain my grip [18 Jan 2005|10:26pm]
[ mood | nervous ]

here we go, well the week of mid terms so u no its gonna be a bad week i didnt go to school today cause it was exams 6 and 7 i dont have one exam in either but tomorrow i have english and band. im not worried about any exms except math we got this take home midterm sounds easy? wrong... except we have to make up a midterm test only 30 questions sounding a bit easy wrong there are so many rules to fallow i got alot of it done today and its do thursday so i have all band class and till work to finish it and after work to type it and finalize it i hope i can do it crystal helped me out alot today thank you so much!!!! im so nervous it wont be done on thursday .... anyway i have to work 4-8 tomorrow which aint bad but i need to finish my stupid math exam its driving me crazy... so ill do sum of it at work im working with mike tomorrow which makes work 10x better but well thats it im gonna go i hope i finish the math exam...for thursday........

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...rolls in through the night [12 Jan 2005|09:31pm]
[ mood | content ]

well its been a busy week all work work and nothing else but what can you do im working tomorrow 4-8 then after i got jazz so i hope i finish early... and i got work friday 3:30 to 7:15 which aint to bad and saturday off... and we didnt get our checks today 3rd week in a row but ill get it tomorrow. so i have money and i have to pay off my car tomorrow or friday. but thats about it... lifes about work and being dull for now but next week illl be less boring i hope anyway


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And i guess i miss my home [08 Jan 2005|11:29am]
[ mood | content ]

well seeing i can only update at my dads well here it is... yesturday dan guy brian nikki jacques chris and me went to taco bell newbury comics then to the mall it was cool. i got to new cds
36 crazy fists - a snow capped romance (wicked good)
S.T.U.N - elovution of energy (wierd but i like it)
o yea funny story we were on our way home from the mall with guy (i didnt drive) we were in guys truck guy was driving i was bitch and brian was window and brian looks at me and guy and says "im gonna throw up" (nodding his head) so he he rolls down the window sticks his head out and pukes everywhere... it didnt sound like he did so i look out the window bad move the truck door and side was covered... then i said u done brian says "nope" and finishs then me and guy cant stop laughing and brians hair and face is covered, it smelled so bad... but we got back to the dufrense and guy went to a car wash but it was gross and funny and dan walked into the puke he was pissed lol.
well i have today off i think im gonna hang out with those guys today, i have to work 6:30 to 2:30 tomorrow moring which is cool i get money. also ive been having weird dreams not scary ones, its weird like im unconfretable in them due to one person i swear they haunt me...

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and im updating [02 Jan 2005|11:50am]
[ mood | wanna leave for the day ]

well its been a week since my last update which is cool, i guess also. i lost my wallet at work it got moved around so i need a new lisence and i went friday to the dmv and they wouldnt give me one... and i had a copy of my liscence and a birth cert. and i new my social number. and haven were i work is saying they didnt get my physical so i have to pick it up with my new lisence tomorrow instead of going to school. so thats the way my week has been also when i was at the dmv i met the drummers mother from hot water music she was wicked cool and so excited that her sons band reaches every where. cool huh? new years was good the same old get wasted with friends and thats wat happend and i was fun lol. im working 4-7 today which anint to bad but what ever im done.

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